I guess this new feeling is called loneliness...
Straight up...
Although the room is cozy,
Sometimes it's a little too big...
Like a dog raised in a crate suddenly released outdoors...
Grass and mud...
Rabbits and butterflies...
Things you'd expect dogs to love...
But, sometimes,
The dog still loves the cage...
Maybe "love" isn't the best choice of words...
But they fear everything else more...
Love is a cage...
It can be...
If you aren't very careful,
and it's not death that do you part...
My favorite Tinman quote:
"You people with hearts Have something to guide you, and need never do wrong;
But I have no heart, and so I must be very careful."
And I can feel that emptiness...
That tangible absence...
A cool draft,
Even though all the windows are closed,
And the door is shut tight...
What terrors lurk in the night?
I don't remember my dreams lately...
I assume that I do dream...
It's only human...
I'm not always good at doing "human"...
Social beings...
I seem to have forgotten how to be social...
Work and home...
Some supply runs...
Even attempted some dating sites,
But nothing clicked...
All want-to-be-wives or escorts...
Commitment extremes without many in-betweens...
Everybody wants something...
Pretty slim pickings, regardless (especially in my "age group"...)
The internet is for porn and memes,
I really don't know what else to do with it...
My awkward charm works great in person,
But it doesn't translate well into text for "flirting"...
Contrary to popular belief,(strange what some people believe)
I have not been "knee deep in pussy"...
Oh!,
I just identified another emotion...
Self-pity...
Damn...
Walked right into that shit...
May quarantine measures be significantly eased by mid summer...
That would be nice...
Been isolating a bit too much lately...
Oh, well...
Back to Netflix...
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