Some days
I feel like I could
Bend the laws of physics,
Change the flow of time,
Wrestle with invisible gods...
Other days
I feel like I'm just 150 pounds
Of animated meat
With no control
Over anything at all...
I'm neither an old soul,
Nor a new soul...
If souls exist,
All have been around
Since before
The concept of time
Was created...
And we
Created it...
Interference patterns
Across the face of the deep...
Children of the void...
No two
Vibrate the same way,
And yet
They all vibrate
The same way...
Exploring this world of illusions
As if
There were any other choice...
A simultaneous
Blessing and a curse...
A continuous symphony
Of sinusoidal waves
Both harmonic
And cacophonous...
Always returning...
Ever evolving and revolving...
Sometimes I have magic,
Knowing, and intention...
Sometimes,
I have none of these things...
Gut feelings and limbic activation,
The special of the day...
That "rat in a cage" feeling...
Animal fear...
Generalized, nameless anxiety,
That can crest
Into feelings of
Worthlessness and depression...
A tiger
Masturbating with its food dish
Out of boredom
And neuroses...
A full bouquet...
Sometimes
The highs and the lows
Blend together
Into a
Mild argyria-esque tone...
Silver oxide
Embedded
Just beneath the skin
Like a tattoo...
Physically, metaphorically,
And spiritually...
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