Wednesday, May 26, 2021

The Edge of the World

[Disclaimer: Mom, if you just started reading this, read no further. It's graphic sexuality stuff you probably don't want to know about.]


 It feels really good 
To get laid...
I've missed it...
Being touched
By another human being...
My trust was damaged,
And no one felt safe...
But there he was...
DDF (drug and disease free)...
We call it business,
A business transaction,
So there is no 
Expectation of deep emotion...
Just a massage
After all...
However,
One thing can lead to another
(Especially when you're both naked
And covered in oil...),
And it did...
Exploring things more deeply than 
The tentative 
Mutual oral 
I experimented with in college
Before embarking upon 20 years
Of marriage, cumulatively,
To three different women...
Set free, yet again,
I get to explore
What over 100 women
Couldn't quite show me...
(A few tried,
But they weren't born
With a strap-on, so...
Experience counts...)
And it felt better
Than I could have
Ever imagined...
I've always been the giver,
But never the receiver
(Relatively speaking...)
And I do love giving,
Quite a lot,
But this...
This blew my mind...
He was kinda cute...
Nice body...
Erect readily from
The touch of my lips
On his glans...
As he put his lips on mine...
I asked him 
To take things further,
And he gladly acquiesced...
Our bodies covered in oil,
He slid inside
So easily...
So beautifully...
Filling me so perfectly...
As first times go,
There was none of the awkwardness...
None of the shy me
That existed at 17...
I knew exactly what I wanted to feel,
And he made me feel it
With practiced expertise...
Massaging my prostate
With his manhood...
One hour in what felt like Heaven...
No strings...
No expectations
Other than mutual gratification...
No future plans...
No grand professions of love...
Just raw enjoyment
Of each others bodies...
Small price to pay
That was worth every penny...
A milestone in my
Sexual life...
Empowering...
Freeing...
Sure, 
I still love women, 
But now,
I have a good deal more appreciation
For humans in general
As pertains to sexual gratification...
Expanding my capacity
To be
A god of sex, passion, and service...
No regrets...
No worries...
I am fully and ecstatically alive...
And there is so much more to discover
In this world...
x

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